Looking for the light

I’m drowning.

Depression sucks and when coupled with anxiety and self harm, it gets overwhelming. 

I am tired, weary, exhauted… numb.

I ache too much and i feel nothing at the same time. I am numb and yet I cry because i feel overwhelmed.

It’s time to do something for me. I need to save my sanity. I need to save these broken pieces of me that can still fit in my ravaged soul. 

It’s time to love me. It’s time for a better me. 

I deserve better.

No more chances. Say no. Never compromise. 

I know what i want but I don’t know where the fuck to start.