Attachment issues after abuse

I am still waiting for you to tell me you choose me. After everything you did and we said and what happened, here I am stupidly waiting for a message or a call from you telling me that you will give anything to be an ‘us’ and for us to be a family again.

I know it’s wrong. I know I won’t say yes. Maybe I’d just like to hear it for once just so I wouldn’t feel like I wasted all these damn years fighting for us alone. I jus want to know if we mattered. Why is it so easy for you? 

Sigh.

I’m being stupid.

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